Meeting Wes Craven at a screening of 'Wes Craven's New Nightmare' at the Arclight Hollywood, October 2003.
The
first time I saw Wes Craven's 'A Nightmare on Elm Street' was in 1992,
over seven years after its release. I was 13 years old, nearing the end
of 8th grade, and, having grown up in a household where such films were
strictly forbidden, it was one of the first horror films I had ever
seen. Of course, like any other child of the eighties, I had heard of
Freddy Krueger and knew what he looked like - the sweater, the hat, the
glove - but, knowing little else, I thought of the 'Nightmare' series as
mindless slasher films. However, it was a quiet Sunday afternoon, I was
home alone, and the film was airing on basic cable.
From
the beginning, I was hooked. While I had little to no expectations,
the film turned out to be a carefully constructed, terrifying and
surreal exploration of dreams, full of strong characters, suspenseful
moments, and an array of plot twists. The opening nightmare sequence,
featuring the 15 year-old Tina (Amanda Wyss) being stalked through a
cavernous boiler room, had me hiding next the TV, peering around to see
when Freddy would jump out next. Assuming that Tina was the main
character, I was shocked when she met a gruesome demise only 20 minutes
into the film, and her best friend Nancy (Heather Langenkamp) assumed
the lead role. Nancy proved to be a strong, resourceful character, and I
followed her journey with bated breath as she desperately tried to
figure out why her dreams had become deadly and how she could face the
terrifying monster that wanted to destroy her.
The
film was exactly what I needed at the time. Full of teenage angst, I
latched on to the theme of inter-generational conflict (in addition to
Freddy Krueger himself, every adult character in the film serves to
makes things worse for the teenage protagonists) and admired the
perseverance, inner strength, and self-reliance of Nancy. Freddy
Krueger, played brilliantly by Robert Englund, was a terrifying creation
and an alluring anti-hero with glimpses of the humor that would come to
define the character in the sequels. As a young teenager struggling
to figure out my own identity, it was a welcome feeling to have
something that truly resonated with me, something for which I had a
genuine enthusiasm.
And
embrace it I did. Before long, I was a full-on Freddy fanatic. My
bedroom was filled with posters, magazines, books, memorabilia, and VHS
tapes of the films (that I had to hide and watch when my parents were
away). I went to the library and devoured as much information on the
films as I could, including film theory and behind-the-scenes stories.
When Wes Craven returned to write and direct another 'Nightmare' film,
'Wes Craven's New Nightmare,' in 1994, I counted down the days until its
release, dragged friends to the theater, and was completely enthralled
by his latest masterpiece, literally sitting on the edge of my seat
through the last act of the film.
Although
my teenage angst is long gone, I've continued to embrace that fandom in
the decades since. In college, I had a 'Nightmare on Elm Street'
website (back in the days of Geocities) that connected me to other fans
around the world. I immersed myself in film history and film theory
courses as an undergraduate, often using them as a springboard to
research and write about the 'Nightmare' films. I moved to Los Angeles
after college and started attending film screenings, speaker events, and
fan conventions related to the series and horror films in general,
making new friends in the process. I even appeared on a game show as a
"Nightmare on Elm Street Expert." Although I ultimately decided to
pursue a career in the non-profit sector, I spent years writing horror
screenplays in my spare time. When I interviewed for admission to the
MBA program I attended, my interviewer asked me, "If you could have
lunch with anyone, who would it be?" My answer: Wes Craven.
Though
we will never have that lunch together, I was incredibly fortunate to
see him on a handful of occasions in Los Angeles when he made public
appearances. The first time, in April 2001, he was giving a speech at
Cal State Fullerton; a friend who was a student there invited me to
attend the event with her. Eager to say something that would leave an
impression, I approached him after his speech and said, "Your films have
really inspired me and changed my life." He responded with, "Wow, I
hope it was in a good way!"
And
while my current situation might not seem to reflect it -- I now live
in upstate New York and work in university administration -- his work
really did change my life. His films gave me something to latch on to,
something in which to find inspiration and excitement, and a way to
connect with new people. And so I thank you, Wes Craven, for all that
and more.
